I've been skiing everyday. I'v been snowbording but I have also done a lot of cross-country skiing. It was sunshine every day so I've got a nice tan in my face. My mum says I don't look so sick now, because I'm not so pale...

I've gained a lot of weight. I'm up to 95 pounds. I don't know if I should cry or laugh.. I'm just so apathetic these days. I don't know why... I will probaly try to start losing some weight tomorrow, although I know I shouldn't. Everyone I know says I look so much better. U have gained weigh and got this lovely tan. They say "u look so much better now" and "wow look at u, u look so much healthier now". Yeah right, why can't they just say that I've gained so much tham I'm simply fat? Because I know it..

Anyway, got to go. It's late and I've travelled all day. We had to stand in a ferry-queue for three hours. So I'm tired and I need to get some sleep. Can tell more tomorrow.

xoxo Nemi

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